Sometimes Grief Returns When I Least Expect It

Jacqueline Dooley
5 min readOct 12, 2019
Photo by Jacqueline Dooley

I’m standing in Walgreens, my hands full of items meant to ease the discomfort of my daughter, Emily, who is home with a bad cold. I’m clutching a thermometer, a package of Nyquil gelcaps, two different kinds of throat lozenges, and a package of honey-flavored lip balm when the grief hits me.

It’s the lip balm that does it.

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Jacqueline Dooley

Essayist, content writer, bereaved parent. Bylines: Human Parts, GEN, Marker, OneZero, Washington Post, Al Jazeera, Pulse, HuffPost, Longreads, Modern Loss