After Three Years, Grief Still Has the Power to Take My Breath Away

Jacqueline Dooley
3 min readJun 20, 2020
Photo by Jacqueline Dooley

As the full heat of summer hits New York, I find myself feeling lethargic and sad. I’ve been anticipating nice weather ever since Governor Cuomo shut the state down in mid March, but now that it’s here, I can barely muster any feeling other than apathy.

I miss the summers that were filled with little girl things — pink swimsuits, sand castles…

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Jacqueline Dooley

Essayist, content writer, bereaved parent. Bylines: Human Parts, GEN, Marker, OneZero, Washington Post, Al Jazeera, Pulse, HuffPost, Longreads, Modern Loss